Soprano made shocking revelations in the event series Soprano: to life, to death, available this Wednesday, June 15 on Disney +. He notably returned to an episode of his life which was very complicated.
Soprano is an artist who needs no introduction. It has been on the front of the stage for several years and it is very appreciated by its public. Like every artist, he sometimes has hard times and it is in complete transparency that he evoked the most complicated period of his life. In the event series Soprano: to life, to death, available this Wednesday, June 15 on Disney +, the rapper mentioned his suicide attempte. “I was in ‘Fuck the world’ mode, I was in ‘No one loves me’ mode, ‘I hate man, I hate woman, I hate politics, I hate this job, I hate everything‘“, he first told. While he was at his worst, Soprano remembered driving away from a friend’s home while his relatives, worried, were looking for him. “At first, I ride a long time. I remember I stopped in places, I think I was crying“, he explained before adding: “I was pissed off. I remember hurting my hand because I hit the car“. Heartbreaking confidences.
Facing the cameras, Soprano is very transparent. “I’m going as far as Marseilles. I find a kind of small abandoned hotel, I go inside. I’m lying down and thinking,” he explained before specifying: “ I had bought a small pack of beers. But I never drank alcohol“. A purchase which, according to his words, could havegive me the courage to do something stupid and break myself from this rotten world“, he assures. As he drinks several, he remembers feeling bad.”I’m throwing up from the alcohol and my head is spinning. i think i’m going to die“, says the rapper before adding: “I had a moment of light. It’s a sin in religion to do that. I only remember when I woke up. I pick up my phone, I see 50 messages. Everybody’s yelling at me“, he recalled before declaring that “full of disgust for the world and for life“, however, he made the choice to go to the concert hall where he was to perform.
Soprano: how to overcome this difficult ordeal?
At worst, Soprano thought it was time to end it. While he manages to get on stage, his state of mind was completely different at the end of the concert. “I thought I was the messiah! And there, in my head, I have the click“, he said before specifying: “How stupid I am! I’m like, ‘Fuck, I have the best friends in the world, I have the best brothers and sisters in the world…’“. If everything is better for Soprano today, it is in particular because he was able to count on the support of Alexia, his wife with whom he had three children. “Right now, I’m the happiest man in the world. Because I have a family, friends… That’s what changed my life“, he concluded, happier than ever.